my destiny...


...being blessed with someone who would truly appreciate and love me....despite and inspite of having so many flaws in my life...

I thank God everyday for giving me someone who is patient enough to deal with my "topaks". I know sometimes, it's really difficult to understand me - oftentimes, I made decisions that I usually regret ...But he is always there to fill up those emptiness, frustrations, regrets that I had in my life. He always supports me in all my endeavors and never points out his finger on me when I make mistakes.

I can'not stress enough how ideal he is for me as I am confused on what words to use that would best describe how he made my life happier. He is indeed heaven sent.
I'll just gonna share with you an entry on my diary (yeah I do have one wayback, haha!) which I have written 4 years ago about how we met and how this love of ours grew through time....



HOW IT STARTED

"I don't like your voice ...probably I wont like you ate all!" - I can still remember my answer when he tried to create a conversation- but that offensive words never made him stop. He still tries his best to prolong our talk...I asked him where did he get my number and he refused to say as he promised the person he will never reveal his identity...I don't talk to strangers so I said alibis for him to put down the phone asap. When I finally convinced him that its time for me to rest...silly thoughts came into my mind..."what if he is the one I've been waiting for so long?" "What if he is the one I've been waiting for so long?""What if he might never call again...and its late to know that he is drop dead gorgeous?""I might miss the opportunity to have that one great adventure in my life..." ...but the phone was down now. It's too late...

Then the phone rang again...it's him! This is a great chance...but I feel that he has no intentions of revealing the identity of the person who gave him my number the excitement was turned to great dismay...and so goes my life...


He calls once in a while. I don't enjoy talking to him...perhaps because he is not a good conversationalist...he is not the "bolero" type of guy...and the worst thing...I don't know his identity. I don't know if he's saying the right things about himself as I can't see a connection between us, be it a common friend, a university or an organization...But I still talk to him...not everytime he calls, but whenever I feel sad and whenever I feel alone...


Finally one day, out of the blue...he told me our common friend Odette and Michael gave him my number...and the reason is thathe wants to know me better...he would betray his words for them just to get to know me, and it was a relief on my part knowing someone I know knows him!


Days pass by and he is my constant caller - well I may say not that constant because it's not everyday. In a certain week, he will call 3 times, in another week, he will call 4 times. I don't consider him as a prospect at thattime coz I'm still madly in love with someone else...We would talk for about 30 minutes and mostly our conversation would evolve around this guy. I really don't see any spark whenever I talk to him - I really don't feel that "feeling".Maybe because he is not talking to me in a way that that I would get a signal that he "likes" me. As I've said - he is not talking to me in a way that I would get a signal that he "likes" me. As I've said - he's not the bolero type", there were also sometimes that I would get turned off because of his wrong grammar and usage of words - and whenever that happens, he would be a laughing stock at the office because surely I will fell it to them.



I find it kind'a cheap to reveal that I am pressured at having someone that can accompany me in our office outing, and that was the only tiem that I feel I need to talk to him, maybe I can persuade him to come.


So it goes, everyone in the office has their partner at the outing - I feel that I would be out of place if I join so I think of backing off. But I want to come, most of my friends will come - I know I can find someone to accompany me. I am fervently praying that God that would give me someone, good enough to become my date at our company outing. And God answered ... there was Jojo...a gift I would forever be grateful of...."

and that was the start of a beautiful love story of jojo and your emotera....

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