2/28/2008

Opportunites for Bloggers!

If you have your own blog and want to earn extra cash - then this must be your lucky day! Let me introduce to you bloggerwave - a portal that aims to be Europe's biggest advertising media on blogs! They are opening their doors to thousands of blog writers requiring them to produce quality reviews on products and services of advertisers in exchange for some cold cash! Its very easy and normally would just eat up at least 30 minutes of your time (on the average). So what are you waiting for - join the club now and unleash your potential! Good Luck!


2/26/2008

Chuvaness for life!

Reyna Elena initialize a contest for all those artistic "social climbing bloggers" para magdesign ng logo to make social climbing a daily habbit (hahaha!). At dahil I was'nt able to make gala in the blogosphere for the past couple of weeks (dahil sa samut saring kadahilanan) - ngayon lang ako nakavote....at dahil love na love ko ang friendship kong ito eh kahit na night shift ako at patulog na - isang text nya lang na deadline na maya ng botohan eh ayun balikwas ako at gumawa ng isang entry for her...(luv yah sheryl!) And therefore here I am casting my vote...

First on my list would be chuvaness!

1st



ang ganda ng concept - high heels kung high heels! simple yet elegant!

2nd







3rd would be for Kotseng Kuba


and I find this logo cute din - maganda yung blending ng colors.

4th


5th



Naway makahabol ang vote ko kasi gumising ako para jan...hehehe.Goodluck Mare!

2/13/2008

my destiny...


...being blessed with someone who would truly appreciate and love me....despite and inspite of having so many flaws in my life...

I thank God everyday for giving me someone who is patient enough to deal with my "topaks". I know sometimes, it's really difficult to understand me - oftentimes, I made decisions that I usually regret ...But he is always there to fill up those emptiness, frustrations, regrets that I had in my life. He always supports me in all my endeavors and never points out his finger on me when I make mistakes.

I can'not stress enough how ideal he is for me as I am confused on what words to use that would best describe how he made my life happier. He is indeed heaven sent.
I'll just gonna share with you an entry on my diary (yeah I do have one wayback, haha!) which I have written 4 years ago about how we met and how this love of ours grew through time....



HOW IT STARTED

"I don't like your voice ...probably I wont like you ate all!" - I can still remember my answer when he tried to create a conversation- but that offensive words never made him stop. He still tries his best to prolong our talk...I asked him where did he get my number and he refused to say as he promised the person he will never reveal his identity...I don't talk to strangers so I said alibis for him to put down the phone asap. When I finally convinced him that its time for me to rest...silly thoughts came into my mind..."what if he is the one I've been waiting for so long?" "What if he is the one I've been waiting for so long?""What if he might never call again...and its late to know that he is drop dead gorgeous?""I might miss the opportunity to have that one great adventure in my life..." ...but the phone was down now. It's too late...

Then the phone rang again...it's him! This is a great chance...but I feel that he has no intentions of revealing the identity of the person who gave him my number the excitement was turned to great dismay...and so goes my life...


He calls once in a while. I don't enjoy talking to him...perhaps because he is not a good conversationalist...he is not the "bolero" type of guy...and the worst thing...I don't know his identity. I don't know if he's saying the right things about himself as I can't see a connection between us, be it a common friend, a university or an organization...But I still talk to him...not everytime he calls, but whenever I feel sad and whenever I feel alone...


Finally one day, out of the blue...he told me our common friend Odette and Michael gave him my number...and the reason is thathe wants to know me better...he would betray his words for them just to get to know me, and it was a relief on my part knowing someone I know knows him!


Days pass by and he is my constant caller - well I may say not that constant because it's not everyday. In a certain week, he will call 3 times, in another week, he will call 4 times. I don't consider him as a prospect at thattime coz I'm still madly in love with someone else...We would talk for about 30 minutes and mostly our conversation would evolve around this guy. I really don't see any spark whenever I talk to him - I really don't feel that "feeling".Maybe because he is not talking to me in a way that that I would get a signal that he "likes" me. As I've said - he is not talking to me in a way that I would get a signal that he "likes" me. As I've said - he's not the bolero type", there were also sometimes that I would get turned off because of his wrong grammar and usage of words - and whenever that happens, he would be a laughing stock at the office because surely I will fell it to them.



I find it kind'a cheap to reveal that I am pressured at having someone that can accompany me in our office outing, and that was the only tiem that I feel I need to talk to him, maybe I can persuade him to come.


So it goes, everyone in the office has their partner at the outing - I feel that I would be out of place if I join so I think of backing off. But I want to come, most of my friends will come - I know I can find someone to accompany me. I am fervently praying that God that would give me someone, good enough to become my date at our company outing. And God answered ... there was Jojo...a gift I would forever be grateful of...."

and that was the start of a beautiful love story of jojo and your emotera....

2/10/2008

my cute angel...Empoy...

having Empoy around makes my life happier! He is the son of my not so favorite half brother Kuya Elmer. I and kuya used to have conflicts before but was able to resolve it just recently. Maybe because now he is more responsible since he is now a proud father of this cute baby boy Empoy. This nephew of mine used to live in a very small house in a squatters area somewhere in San Juan. The first time I saw him, from the video my boyfriend took before, he was so tiny and his clothes are worn and torn. The only comfort he had at that time is the cool air breeze coming from a small electric fan and a bottle of cheap milk that my brother used to feed him. Whenever I think of all the pain and hardships he encountered at a very young age...my heart melts.
His mother (who was a prostitute) left him with my brother as she said she will now return back to his legal husband. My brother, having unclear mind need to take care of his son alone - and because the absences he incurred from his work because of this - he lost his job. Having no work and money to pay for the room rent, he beg for my mother's forgiveness (he caused mother so much hurt and anguish before) and being a forgiving mother as she is - forgave him and took both of them in her home. Since then, mama took care of Empoy a cute loving boy that never fails to bring smile on our faces whenever we see him.

Whenever I have spare money, I make it a point to save a portion of it for Empoy. I may not be her tita 100% - but I am willing to be her 2nd mom. Whatever happens - I will be here for him. Having him around makes me feel responsible and needed. Thank you Lord for entrusting Empoy to us - rest assured we will mold him into a man you want him to be. Amen.