11/26/2009

ON LETTING GO...

I again am letting go of a friend... and it really breaks my heart. I know that there is no permanent collegue and that sooner or later, someone has to say goodbye again... but I never thought it would be so soon... Last August, my best buddy bid farewell to the company because he wants to pursue a different career. September, another close friend resigned because of a conflict in schedule. She is studying Japanese language that time and she feels that she needs to give up work to be able to achieve her dreams of going to Japan one day... and today, an unexpected thing happened. My friend was barged by a client and there has been a bridge of security that transpired within the call...and because of that, management decided to take her out of the account. She still keeps the job but she would be out of the technical program. She might end up being in a financial account or customer service and if fortunate, might again get a technical position but this time in a different technical program.

In just a matter of three months... I lost 3 teammates. Wow,that's a lot! It might be easier to accept if they are only my teammates - but they are also my closest friends in the team. It pains me seeing people I love go just like that. It's like in a snap, good memories I had with them flashed back right before my eyes... only to remind me of those things that I would surely miss
doing with them.

With a heavy heart, I would again face reality, having in mind the possibility of losing the very same things that inspires me to still go on and finish the next two years of my professional
career. I knew I need to be strong in order to achieve my goals...

I know I can do it... I know I can...

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